Grandma Needs A Time Out

I think the older I get, the more time outs I need.  Really!  I certainly can tell when I’ve neglected one too many of my daily “sit and listen to Jesus” times, devotions, quiet times, prayer times, or whatever you want to call it times.  Something seems to sour in me, like curdled milk.  And when I notice my less-than-gracious thoughts, like flies gathering around my head, have become a nuisance, that’s when it usually dawns on me that I’d better take time to get straightened out.  Hopefully this realization comes to me before I say or do or believe something I’ll regret.

When everyone is in bed is the best time for me, and the sweet thing is that it’s not a punishment to “sit in the corner” in my time out with God.  It’s a reward!

Sometimes I read the Bible, chapter after chapter, and find that many things I’d learned are woven together with ideas just recently uncovered.  Sometimes I take notes.  Sometimes I copy a few lines so I can look at them more carefully and refer to them later.  Sometimes I write my thoughts or prayers.  Sometimes I doodle.  Often I end up dozing off.  Then I fold it all up and put it in his hands and go to bed.  Time outs are quite effective (and necessary) at my age!

Who Needs a Time Out?

I wonder if I need more time-outs the older I get. I can sure tell when it’s been too long since my last one! I can get persnickety and sour and have trouble keeping my peace, and that’s just not fun!If it goes on too long I see flies buzzing around my head, so to speak. My sourness starts stinkin’ and my words get sharp. And even though I see those words heading towards my mouth and I’m not liking them much, I feel unable to package them correctly before they start tumbling out my mouth. Thankfully, this evening I was able to see them coming and zip my lips before much damage was done.

So now everyone’s in bed and I’m confined in my little corner with my Bible, my journal, my pen and my ornery self.

Sometimes I read the scriptures chapter after chapter and see that many things I’d heard before are woven together with new ideas I’m just now uncovering.

Sometimes I read and take notes.

Sometimes I copy a few lines so I can look at them more carefully and refer to them later.

Sometimes I just write my prayers and thoughts.

Sometimes I doodle, and sometimes I doze.Then I fold it all up and put it in his hands and go to bed. You might say that time-outs are quite effective at my age!